tearknee wrote:
However, as we approached the current from the eddy, my nerves started to get the best of me. I kept telling Andrew that no, I wasn't ready, let's back up and set up again, let's wait it out and watch a bit more, hang back, not yet, etc etc. After about half an hour of doing that I worked up the courage to enter the current again, and we completed a few successful ferries and S-turns in and out of the current.
Tearknee, that sounds so familiar! I was doing the same thing the other weekend when my husband and I did the ORCKA Moving Water Level 1 course. When I woke up Sunday morning for day 2, I had a huge knot in my stomach and second guessed my ability to complete the course. My husband talked some good sense into me but I had to explain to him that he needs to take it slow with me and be patient.
I am overcoming anxiety issues when it comes to paddling. My friend and I hit a strainer (hope you learned about that on the weekend) in Arkansas on a fun day of paddling and we were caught up. After learning about the dangers of strainers now, I'm shaking my head and the nonchalant employee of the outfitter who dropped us off and drew the water course in the sand and let us go. I couldn't paddle any further once we got ourselves off and away from the strainer, and we had to ask 2 strange dudes on the side of the river to take us down.
After that, I got seasick for the first time ever on my mom & dad's boat. I made the mistake of going into the cabin when we were driving through 3-4 high rollers on Lake Huron. That experience caused me to have major anxiety on a catamaran in Mexico. I was so seasick and terrified that I had an panic attack. Hyperventilating, arms seized up and I couldn't move them. It was AWFUL. I couldn't get off the boat for hours because people paid money for this boat ride. Rock bottom.
I was terrified on my first canoe trip in Algonquin Park. Hated being in the canoe.
I've been out many times now on canoe trips and am now comfortable on flat water and I LOVE canoe tripping but it took time!
I know you had mentioned before through comments we shared that something happened on the Sturgeon River. It was too much, you weren't experienced, etc. An experience like that can affect you and that is what is happening with the whole moving water thing.
At Palmer Rapids, how many people were in your course? Was the instructor able to do a lot of one on one or coaching with you? Did they recognize that the moving water course was perhaps a Level 2?
My advice to you (because I'm going through the same thing) is to just keep trying. Practice your S turns and ferrying, etc., at the base of a small rapid (otterslide or C1) anywhere along your canoe trips this year. Eventually you will build your confidence and when you're ready maybe you can move on to larger courses of whitewater. You need the tools in the toolbox before you can start building, right?
The reason why I took the course is because I don't want any boundaries when it comes to exploring. If I'm looking on the map and I see a swift or rapid, I get scared and plan a different route. I don't want to keep doing this.
My course through PaddleFoot was awesome, and I can't say enough about our instructor Mark Orzel. He was amazing! We did the course at the base of the Gull River at the Minden Wild Water Preserve. If you want to practice (and have a whitewater canoe), I would suggest starting there. You put-in at the bottom of the rapids and can paddle downstream until you're ready to start practicing your moving water skills, and eventually move closer and closer to the rapids. That is where we started learning ORCKA Moving Water Level 1. It was all strokes and maneuvers. At the end of the course, you could run the Class 1-2.
If you ever want to do some practicing, let me know. We'd be up for meeting there.
And, I think you read my blog on our whitewater course, but here's the link for anyone else.
https://wabooseadventures.com/2016/05/16/orcka-moving-water-canoeing-level-1/
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